95. Is there a custom that when the child is born one should whisper the biblical verse Hear O Israel into his ear?
--The Jewish Ethnographic Program, 1912
1.
As in other galaxies some colors must
be hidden from the range of creatures’ vision
and, transported to this world, go mad
with reflection – fireworks of ochre, fuchsia, gold—
so your voice was smothered in the black
depths, the knotted ends of sound, where waves,
shoreless, disappear themselves, until
this first time it poured forth into
whatever might cradle or repel it,
might drink it down or harden it to glass.
It tested every surface: tiled floor
spotted with my blood, the ailing air
beyond the birthing room, the skin
of my chest charged now with listening.
2.
On the tree of our names, we tell you,
leaves are few and yellow.
Next door a child composes his nightly
concerto of abandonment.
Before dawn, I pour the kettle
over pothos roots. The soil
refuses, repels water
onto the white sill.
Even so, the vine goes on
repeating itself, a din
of opening. On it, you practice
your grasp, which has
no opposite yet.
Every few days, a petiole
concedes its leaf
without argument.
3.
After you go back to sleep
I cannot. Rocking you,
I’ve passed you the papers
required for crossing
some border inside me,
a wall I have built
inside you, too,
organelle that sifts
and separates. This document
is an ancient song, one
whose words I’ve made up to replace
ones I’ve never known.
When I picture
the God it means
I imagine an ocean,
its sighing its only container.
Green body rocking
itself to oblivion. Bind them
as a sign upon your hands,
the document says,
and back in bed I tuck
my hands in the elastic
of my underwear, hear
o Israel and wait
for sleep to bind me,
return me to the ocean’s
oneness, crumble
the mountains and shore,
before your voice
again pulses over
the air between our rooms,
your pledge of allegiance
to the country I bid you enter.